Monday, January 31, 2011

Hazy shade of winter

I have been in my new, current job for a week now. Things are slowly starting. You know how it is in the information age.. you have to wait to be granted access to various and sundry programs. My life has been very "hurry up and wait".

We're in a severe money crunch this month. You all know how it goes, it takes a while for the money to catch up with you.

It's intersecting, as I am allowed to do more of my duties, I'm given small projects to do. It's mindless.

But more and more I feel like I'm living a lie. I wait for my car to be repossessed, to be fired from my job and to be evicted from my apartment.

I know, it's silly. But I am waiting to see if this all is truly too good to be true.

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