I had a bit of a breakdown yesterday. (Don't worry, I'm back on the St. John's Wort again) I realized some things. I'm way too trusting, and I need to self advocate more.
I keep getting hurt by the actions of friends, and it's my fault. I go into situations with this extremely open heart and get hurt. I don't know how to fix it.
What I do know how to fix is my lack of self advocating. I need to speak up more about my needs and feelings.
I refuse to be a doormat again!!