When I was in High School I was a musical theater kid. I performed both on stage and worked back stage.
College came, and I moved my work to the backstage region. I was good at it too.
But in the last few years, I came to realize that I have absolutely no hobbies. I work, I come home, I cook dinner and clean, I go to bed.
So I decided to get a hobby! I started vocal lessons! I get to sing show tunes for an hour a week. For the first time in ages, I look forward to something! I have something that gets me out of the house after work.
But with everything in my life, there is also guilt. At times feel guilty that I'm out of the house and not home cleaning. I feel guilty that I'm not spending my time taking care of my family.
But then I realize that you can't pour from an empty cup. My life doesn't need to revolve around what I should be doing. I'm allowed to do things for me once in a while.