Wednesday, July 25, 2012

Screw this, I'm done

I stormed out of my Weight Watchers meeting soon after weighing in. Why? Well, despite tracking carefully and quadrupling my exercise i didn't lose any weight this week. In fact, I seem too have been gaining and losing the same pound for two months.

It's beyond frustrating.

At this point I'm tired. I'm tired of obsessing about what I can and can't eat. I'm tired of denying myself what I want. Hell, I lost more weight when I didn't exercise.

Apparently I'm meant to be fat for my entire life.

And y'all have no idea how badly I want to sit down and eat an entire pint of Ben and Jerry's right now.

I just give up.


Unknown said...

Now, now, young lady, I know its difficult for you, and you may need to modify your approach, but quitting isn't the way, at least not in a fit of frustration. I believe you are capable of great things, but it does take both effort and time to make positive changes. Give me a call or drop me a line if you need to talk,

Uncle Wes

Meari said...

Thanks Uncle Wes. It's been a frustrating few weeks.... And John's going to help me regroup and have a better week next week.

Unknown said...

Good girl!

persephone said...

I'm with you! I just joined a gym AND WW. The gym nearly killed me, but I'm going back! We can do meetings together if you like. Don't give up, honey. Already you are likely improving your quality of life so keep at it! Let me know if you want to attend a meeting with me - an office just opened in my area, near the church.

Unknown said...

Muscle is heavier than fat. Keep at it. I tell people all the time I don't want to lose weight, I want to get in shape. You can do it I have faith in you