Maybe it's because the office is quiet.... maybe because it's the time of the month.... maybe because I'm on allergy meds (those will mess with you!)....
I'm thinking over friendships past... and mourning the loss of them.
We all have friends that come and go out of our lives. I've had more than my fair share. Friends move away, priorities change, some use you up and spit you out. (Seriously, it's happened enough that I wonder if I have "sucker" tattooed on my forehead)
I am finding that I am really missing the old times, times of promise when things were fresh and new. Times before things became distant and ugly. Times that you can never get back.
I regret what I let people do to me. I miss what I had.