Monday, February 29, 2016

I know that I owe everyone a vacation post but....

I'm still going through mine, and the Spousal Equivalent's pictures..

And honestly my heart isn't in it.

I'm feeling rather directionless right now.

I stood in the shower after finishing the race and decided that I really didn't like running half marathons.  I mean, I'd run a few of them, but they are all training for this race.

I did it!  I actually finished a Disney race.

And all of a sudden, I didn't want to do it anymore.  Do I want to stop running?  I don't think so.  But I think the most I'll attempt is a 10K.

This entire vacation was the culmination of three years of training, saving and planning.

We had an amazing time while we were there!  Disney is such a magical place.  It really is a place where the problems of home don't really matter.

I didn't want to leave.

And honestly, I came back a little depressed.  I have lost all will to eat right and exercise.  I'm eating junk and sleeping in and I know that I'm better than that.

While I was there, I lived all of my dreams.

Now I need to make new dreams.  And that is a rather daunting task!  What is my new dream?  I must admit, I did look on the Disney website to see if my dream job was there.  (It's not, at least I don't think it is.)

For right now, I'm settling on starting some savings.  I want to go back for my birthday some year.

But for now, I need to get back on the exercise wagon.  I need to cut back my spending so I can save for our next trip.  And I need to get back to my life.

 But it was wonderful while it lasted!

No comments: